the bad for the good

The thing is that I have started these ideas and want to continue them. I guess this is where I am at trying to prove to myself that I can do this. Evolving everything just keeps evolving. I do not know who I am today or tomorrow I just keep becoming this ever changing thing.

Sometimes I find myself headed to the darkness. The feeling of sadness just feels comforting. There is the good and bad in the world there is the constant balance of the two. Running towards one. Stop running towards the bad. Sometimes it is comforting though, the pain i guess.

Humans love pain , we love chasing after things that we can not have. We absolutely love complaining about what we do have and what we do not have. We love talking about how awful other humans are. We love talking about how exhausting life is.

But it is apart of living. The pain. Living is pain. We experience complicated experiences daily and interact with other humans with their own set of realities. Our energy with others becomes one to an extent. How we interact and communicate with otherS determine our personality and who we are.

Something about the darkness is comforting because it is suppose to be there. Really it is good to allow yourself to feel angry, upset and irritated with the world because you are suppose to feel that.

What would life be like if living always felt good”?

I know that we would miss the bad.